Without You

Baby you're amazing,

life without you is devastating.
Since you left I've been broken,
You said goodbye and you weren't joking.
As I fall asleep at night,
I wonder what I didn't do right.
You said we would be together forever,
what made forever turn into never?
I'm left with questions I can't find answers to,
it's been a year and I'm still stuck on you.
I wish I could live a happy life,
but without you I can't function right.
Losing you was the hardest thing to happen to me,
sometimes I feel like I can't breathe.
All I want is for you to be mine,
please come back to me this time.

Hear Me Out

I thought this was over.. I thought the pain was finally gone,

you picked me up when I was weak and loved me until I became strong.
My empty heart was full of bliss and overwhelming joy..
I thought our love would last this time but you threw me away like an old, unwanted toy.
Here I am.. crying over you again..
please tell me when this pain will end.
I trusted you with all of my heart,
I should have known this was a mistake right from the start.
Why is love so cruel to me?
Tell me why this always ends with me crying down on my knees..
You always believe everyone else,
how do you think that makes me feel about myself?
There's no reason why you should look at me in disguist,
when have I ever done anything to make you loose trust?
I don't deserve all of this doubt...
it's time for you to hear me out.

Remember Me

So you say the skies are blue,

yet all I see is grey.
It's been this way since the day I lost you,
all of my happiness has faded away.

People said we wouldn't last,
we turned from them and started to laugh.
That was a few years back...
back when we thought our love would always last.

My love for you still runs strong,
but all of your love for me is gone.
You're the reason why I live,
without you this world has nothing left to give.

Now you're gone and so is my will to stay alive,
without you... I would rather die.
So when I'm gone.. remember me,
let me live in your memories of what we use to be.

Everytime♥

Everytime I smile, I'm thinking of him. Everytime my heart speeds up, I'm close to him.
Everytime I close my eyes, I see his face.
Everytime I want to cry, I think of his love.
And everytime I think life's not good enough,
I remember that he's all the good that I need.

Dream Come True

The way you make me feel,
it's simply amazing.
You are the reason for my happiness.
Every second of every day,
I wish I could spend with you.
When we're apart,
all I want is to be by your side.
So many feelings are bottled up inside of me,
I have to let them out before I explode.
I want to stand on the highest mountain
and scream out my love for you.
I want everyone to know!
You're my dream come true,
and I want to spend my life with you.

Another Day

Today is just another day of missing you.

The way you smile,
remembering your face in my mind.
Wishing that I could see you for just one moment of this day.

Today is just another day of thinking about you.
When you're all that's on my mind,
writing these silly poems seem to be the only things that help.
Putting thoughts of you on paper is the only way to get my feelings out.

Today is just another day without being in your arms.
When I long to be held, I miss your touch.
Not able to lay by you and wrap my arms around you,
resting my head on your chest until your hearbeat is the only thing that I can hear.

Today is just another day of not seeing you.
Not looking at your face,
not being able to stare into your eyes.
A day that I can not kiss your lips.

Today is just another day without you.

Losing Myself

I'm losing myself,

I'm fading in the distance.
I don't know who I am anymore,
I'm different, just not the same.

Something has changed within me,
everything is going wrong.
I don't know how to find myself,
I'm lost somewhere in the past.

Just a memory of what I use to be,
I don't know how to get it back.
Things are moving to fast,
I can't keep up with the changes happening to me.

I'm stuck in a hole,
trying to crawl out only makes me go deeper in.
Things have gone from bad to worse,
I'm trapped in this hell that I have created.

My heart cries out for happiness but finds nothing.
How is it possible to loose yourself?
There's nothing left of what I use to be,
but I'll put the pieces back together eventually.